i hate this.
you could never know how i feel right now. ever.
i feel horrible beyond comparison but i know a million other people have felt worse than this.
it feels like nothing can make it better but i know i'll feel better after another trip to the coast or anther show.
but even that seems too long.
i need the tides to change,
because these currents are still killing me. <3
& all i want is for you to finally realize that distance will never matter to me.
'Cause I need you more than just for tonight.
