There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

i really feel like i made the biggest mistake yesterday but i felt like i made a bigger mistake trying to fix the first. no matter what i do i always end up either regretting it and end up not later or end up not regretting it and regret it later. and no matter what i do i always think of something i could change and everything would be better...and the thing i would change would be something i said.
i need to keep my big fucking mouth shut from now on or think about what i say before i say it and im leaning towards the first. i seriously need her back at times like these and i wish i didnt have to tell her that we couldnt be friends but we cant i cant go back.
i need my big sister.

it's just past six and im feelin' young and reckless.

i hate playing this game of he said, she said.

i feel bad about everything i ask you.
and i feel horrible for feeling that way.
and the record wont stop spinning. it keeps my hopes up but breaks my heart all the same.
6/27 was a horrible day (so was the 3rd) but sunday made up for it.


To my favorite liar.. to my favorite scar,

you were the best thing about liking him. talking to you all the time but you had to go and do it, you had to lie straight to my fucking face.
i hope you're fucking happy now, i hope you're happy for all the times you lied to me and i beilieved it. all the times i believed in you and you just lead me on thinking i wasnt going to listen to anyone else.
about him, about what you did, what he said, what you're doing.
i couldve understood if it was for a reason but it wasnt. you were my big sis, my closest friend, and you were fucking stabbing me in the back the whole time.
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them So I can forget about you.....

There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen

he said too busy.
i said we cant be friends.
she said well we shouldnt talk anymore.
he said he wants to still be friends.
i said I WANNA GO TO SAC WARPED & she said no

hahaha i love this.
i felt right at home at warped, it wasnt even funny.
i felt like i never wanted to leave, i just wanted to stay there.
too bad it only comes once or twice a year.


:]