i found a boy that i like no matter how he dresses or what he does.
i swore to never look at boys like him but somehow i dont care anymore. he might be everything to me and i wont take the chance to shut him out just becuase we're different. we have things in common i've never had with any other boy and i wont shut him out, i wont.
hes better than the boy who cried commitment.
..honestly why do i even mention him anymore? i wont, i promise.
i'll wake up to another 4 asprin morning and get the courage to ask her if she can have him hang out with us again.
and maybe this time i wont be tangled in lies again.
