Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.

Maybe things can end happily ever after, after all.
Im seeing myself in different ways. that doesnt exactally mean im changing but im looking at myself from a different view, if you will.
im healing from wounds that should have been faded long ago. and my best friend and my closest friends are making it help.
and for the first time in my life, im finally figuring out that a happily ever after, doesnt seem too out of reach.

Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

You cant say i changed, at least not without having to look how you've changed in to process.
i dont want to be around people who will treat me different just becuase of something i do that doesnt even affect them. i dont want that. if they carent they would have told me and not let it get in between our friendship. but hey, you cant change people and im all right with that. at least i have people who wont treat be different becuase of something. sure some of them do the same thing but that doesnt change anything.
i dont need this shit. i dont talk to them anymore because i cant relate to them and the fact that they seldom include me, maybe i was distancing myself from them, but why should i give a fuck anymore? i couldnt even be serious around them, sure i could have a good time with them but i was in a postion where i couldnt turn to anyone for a real conversation about things that really mattered. not shit that doesnt have any significance.
so thanks for the memories and the influence youve had on my life but i dont want friends who will treat me different and say i act different(when they have as well), and ditch me when they said they would stop. im sorry and i hope you understand that.

So thank you, your friendship you can have it back.